Remembering Isaac

Our amazing son, our journey of loss after suicide and God’s incredible grace for us as we walk this most difficult path.

9 months…

I feel like I should have some deeply profound words for today, but the reality is I just feel empty. It has been 9 months. 9 months ago at this time I was preparing to go to a performance of the Nutcracker with my girl and some friends. I sat...

Redemption and the Darkest Hour

I came across an old email that I sent Isaac in April of 2018. He was angry with us and I was trying to share my heart. I told him that even though he didn't want to admit it, he and I were a lot alike. At the time I had been asked to write out...

Life Lately

Today has been cloudy and drizzly. One of those dreary mornings where, if I was able, I would crawl back into bed and stay there. It has been a few weeks of hard decisions and quite honestly a lot of worry. School (for us) starts in basically 4...