Grasping for control

The other day I told Dominic that I want to repaint our bedroom. He responded “didn’t you just do that recently?” And he is right. It wasn’t that long ago that I changed things up a bit… I think this is a part of me grasping at something,...

Life After…

Yesterday a woman stopped in the office to see us. She was from another company that we had worked with in the past and knew about what happened with Isaac. She wanted to personally stop and tell us how much she appreciated how open we were with what happened....

It Starts with Me

It has been a long weekend. I guess getting through that 4 week mark was hard for me. This morning the thought of being at church, hearing the worship and seeing people, was overwhelming to me. I just couldn’t do it. Thankfully Dominic understood and took the...

Thanks for being here…

This was never a website I wanted to create. Writing to process my thoughts and feelings has long been something I have done. I have been blogging since 2008, I started a family blog shortly after a miscarriage I had as a way of processing my grief. That led to years...

4 Weeks

4 weeks ago it was about 9:30pm when Dominic answered a knock on our front door. 4 weeks ago that our lives changed forever. I wrote in my journal today that I know that life goes on but it feels like for me everything is measured by the next hard thing. Waiting for...